I have got to tell you and I may have said this before but I’m sorry. I know I made a mistake by letting you get away. You want to know why you were so freaken special to me because 1. I still sleep with the teddy bear you gave me 2. I compare the times I had with you to everyguy I date 3. No matter who your with, even if I don’t know them, IM JEALOUS and 4. You were the one who I truly fell for because you fell for me first. There’s nothing I can say to you know because you seem to avoid me now. I’M SORRY. I don’t know if I’m sorry is enough but when I was with you, you were my apple to my pie. I do miss you no matter how much I may seem as if I moved on.. You were the one I let get away and that I will always regret. There is one thing you tought me and that is that it is possible for me to love someone as big as my heart. It’s been 3 long years and it took us 2 1/2 years to say hello.. The next time we talk I hope we can look back at those years and talk about how foolish teens we were.. Looking at your bear I know that as many guys I date you will be the only one that built the steel wall around my heart. No matter what my heart is yours, even though I want to give it to someone who diserves it and who will take care of it, you will always have it .. <3 i have got to tell you, as much as i pretend to hate you, you always made my heart melt. Just thinking about you makes my heart melt all over again. :) well I guess I’ll end things here and say thank you!